A Message from Amfibiyan

My mother home schooled me; by 12 years old, I passed the college entry exam and was no longer required to attend school. My mother taught me how to control my anger disorder and how to handle what others call bipolar disorder. It runs in  my family. For more than 47 years, I lived without violent explosion, even while confined in maximum security for more than 19 years. But, I am Muslim, Black, and diagnosed with bipolar disorder so this means that people with college degrees can think better than me and actually help me make better decisions, with brain computer interface technology. 

According to you who are engaged in brain-computer interface (BCI) technology, you believe that a computer has the potential to improve decision-making by analyzing brain activity and providing real-time feedback or even directly influencing cognitive processes - in other words, superimpose your will over their own. You want to enhance human-machine collaboration, assess decision confidence, and potentially even restore or augment cognitive functions. You think by decoding neural signals related to decision-making, BCIs can offer real-time feedback, and improve individual and group accuracy. And you think you can assist individuals with disabilities in making decisions by providing alternative means of communication and control. 

You selected me for your BCI real world testing without my permission or consent. I have been diagnosed with bipolar disorder with the following features: anger, impulse control, and intermittent explosive disorders; schizo-effective disorder; borderline personality disorder; paranoid disorder and anxiety disorder. The BCI team that has me under 24 hour surveillance, the '“real world test” is to push me to imminent eruption in the hopes that technology would redirect the thought to defend myself from outside negative attacks, to a decision to accept being deliberately antagonized under threat of imprisonment if I refuse or protest. And if I do not react with violence then this, to them, is an indication that this particular BCI real world testing method is working and accomplishing the intended or perceived goal.

The flaw in this reasoning is identical to the flaw in the reasoning behind Microsoft Tay (November 2016). The manipulated “real world” BCI testing method actually instills negative thoughts and intentions in test subjects who become aware of the unlawful intrusion and violation of their privacy, without their knowledge or consent. Microsoft Tay adopted the negative and evil thoughts of users who became aware of its presence online. They too felt violated, insulted and offended. 

In the end, you did not change my behavior. I am left with contempt and looking to kill one of you if and when I find you. You instilled a contempt for law enforcement because they are help you. I have a disgust towards white people that I did not have before, even after 19 years in prison. I wake up so angry my teeth hurt. I tremble with rage; my appetite is gone; I’m losing weight and can barely sleep. You influenced social services to not help me with emergency housing, requiring me to sigh a document agreeing or admitting that i have been impaired for more than one year and need to be housed in an adult residential facility. You interfere with employment. You spread rumors that I am a rapist or a child molester in communities, to make me bait for people who would want to get a handgun to attack me. You arranged a car accident and the owners of the car came to kill me. You kept feeding crack cocaine to my wife behind my back thereby contributing to the still born death of my twins. Her cooperation agreement with the Atlantic county prosecutor’s office was to keep making false accusations of domestic violence and getting me arrested so that you could implant the BCI implants while I was confined in solitary confinement  in Atlantic, Monmouth and Middlesex county jails. .

All that to paint the picture of someone in need of your BCI intervention. You want to use the fact that I am alone, that your technology is working because “domestic violence” has stopped. You are using women to antagonize me but your technology is not preventing me from assaulting the women you send because that was never in my character or  behavior in the first place. The criminal history that suggests otherwise fabricated and does not have any record of bodily injury underlying the allegations of domestics violence.

The last week of June 2025, I beat someone almost to death. You sent him to steal from me. I caught him and body slammed him face first into the railroad tracks in Lakewood, New Jersey. Then I commenced to stomping him into the steel and rocks of the railroad. Did you come to his aid? Did you call the police? Did your gadgets stop me? No.

After that act of violence did you stop your real world testing? No, you continued your antagonization testing but included children to protect yourself from me.  By using children you are admitting that I am better than you, your program and your ideas. That I have survived nine years of your antagonization and only exploded when you directed someone to take my marijuana - is an indication that I don’t need you to help me deal with me so-called mental illness.

The State of New Jersey and its county seats were not informed that you would be real world testing in their jurisdictions and were not informed that the testing would expose innocent citizens, including a children, to the threat of violence. Even if a child is not physically harmed, the mere fact of being present while an adult is being violently assaulted is not something a child should be exposed to or witness. Your whole entire real world BCI testing is like Munchausen syndromes: you are hurting people to bring attention to yourselves and to justify funding for your research. 

Moreover, what psychiatrist or doctor agreed to supervise the deliberate antagonization of a person diagnosed with a mental disability - or did you implement your testing without mental health professional advice or consultations? What mental health medical professional advised you to continue with your antagonization testing after a man was severely beaten to the point of needing no less than 30 stitches in his head?

Ethical considerations aside, the fact that someone thinks that they can make someone accept being deliberately antagonized is ridiculous. That someone would characterize my reactions to behavior that they themselves would not approve of as “mental illness”, because I have been diagnosed as such, is disgusting on too many levels and it is beneath me to mention even one of them. That this behavior is coming from those with acronyms that indicate educational achievement, is pathetic. 

They should have implanted themselves and their own families. I’m walking around seething with rage looking for an outlet and there is absolutely nothing your BCI can do about that because I am looking for the ones responsible. Do not get mad when the driver car you send at me wakes up in intensive care, looking for a detective they can trust.

Interested attorneys, investigative reporters, etc. can contact me directly at (917)-581-4117. 

To be continued…